I wrote this post when I was 16 weeks pregnant, after the horrible discovery I made 15 weeks pregnant. I am currently 20 weeks pregnant. I’m 16 weeks pregnant and I can’t deny, that this was a difficult week for me. I have suffered every emotion under the sun. I have almost felt as though I […]
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Oldies but Goodies (Week 9 Takeover)
Suzanne, from the fantastic blog, 3 Children and It, is currently starting the new year Skiing! Lucky Brave Lady – I don’t do the cold (or exercise!) so I have the task of taking over the first Oldies but Goodies of the year. The idea is that bloggers link up an old post they have written, on the weeks’ […]
A new take on religion
As a baby I was Christened. As a child I was brought up the Christian way, in a Christian School. When I got Leukaemia aged 8, my faith waned and a deeply ingrained fear of death took over. As an adult aged 20 & pregnant for the first time, I joined the Alpha course and tried […]
Love and Despair
I feel like I’m living in hell, weak and alone, dreaming of feeling human again and being with my family, but not able to see the goal in sight. I never knew it was possible to have a heart so full of love and yet be so full of fear. I guess this is what […]