2012 was both an exciting, but tremendously difficult year for us. (please note: all coloured writing in this post will take you to a blog post explaining what I am talking about, if you click on it.) We were launched into the year being unwittingly dropped onto the poverty line, as I explained in my […]
Neonatal
Maternity to Neonatal – We all fall down
This is the concluding part of my birth story, following on from HELLP Syndrome Part One and Part Two… The maternity ward was quite a shock to the system. After having five whole days constantly with a midwife every second of every day and night, and having not been capable of doing much at all for myself, […]
Love and Despair
I feel like I’m living in hell, weak and alone, dreaming of feeling human again and being with my family, but not able to see the goal in sight. I never knew it was possible to have a heart so full of love and yet be so full of fear. I guess this is what […]
Patience for the patients
To my loyal blog readers… Sorry for the huge gap in posts. The twins and me are still in hospital and things still aren’t going right for us. Tiny has gotten a little bit sick and is losing weight so she is being admitted to Neonatal care. I’m so stressed and poorly and exhausted that […]